It was half term in Salford last week and that only means one thing to me....chaos at work. It doesn't matter how many years I've worked for macs my brain still hurts from stress. I can't remember the amount of times that I have thought about getting a new job but just not made any attempt to do so. The main reason is that a new job will probably interfere with what I do at church...so what do I do? I dunno! I have been awake since 3:30am with coughing and sniffing and its doing my head in sniff sniff. Lost a couple of pounds last week so the weight loss is continuing slowly. Desperately need to shed another 3 stone before the summer, not for any reason apart from that I want to. Going to go and play Zelda for a bit now so laters taters.

Had a good week this week, stress levels were pretty high though as the boss was on holiday for a week and a lot is expected of me. I think we did quite well, will have to wait for feedback tomorrow when she is back in. Not been much on at church lately apart from the kids club and youth club. The bible study that we have at church is cancelled for the moment as its under review. I don't understand why really. What I do know is that being at church just once a week is not enough for me, it feels like I'm dying spiritually thru the week and then on a Sunday I go and its excellent and then I have to wait all week to be in church. I think maybe its just me that feels like that and I think thats its just a thing I'm going through at the moment so I'm probably best ignored. Need to keep my eyes fixed upon Jesus. My friend Joseph is coming to church this morning, I'm praying that nothing gets in the way of him coming as he desperately needs to hear what Jesus can do for him.

Not posted for a while as I have been so busy with work. Not much has been happening with me. Didn't go to church last week as I was feeling really ill..I really can't remember the last time I didn't go to church. It felt so strange. I am continuing to lose weight at a slow but steady pace and lost 2.5 pounds this week, I have to be so strict though because its so hard being at work every day. Got a bit bored this week so decided to work out how many calories each customer has for each meal lol it was fun but actually quite shocking. I am having to keep one eye on what I am typing and one eye on a big hairy spider that I have just spotted climbing up the kitchen window frame ugh. I think its building itself a web, well it can find somewhere else to live cos I aint taking in lodgers hehe and especially not ones with 8 hairy legs.

Had our kids club and youth club this week and as it usually is it was ace. Still need people to pray that we get some helpers for our clubs. I am going to be doing the God spot at the end of kids club this week, looking forward to that cos I like to be silly and make the kids laugh, so need to pray that they will laugh and not boo me off.

Just started reading a book that I have already read once called 'Glorious Appearing' its the 'last' book of the left behind series. A lot of people have different views on the end times and what will happen when Jesus comes again. I am not an expert in anything but I find all the end time stuff really fascinating and would love to learn more. The last book though had to be the best because thats when Jesus came back. When I was reading it I remember thinking just how ace it would be to be there when Jesus comes back, but then that would mean that I wouldn't be raptured in the 1st place and then I got to thinking if it was possible for someone to completely lose their faith, my mind does wander a lot. I think you could possibly move away from God because of things going on in life but to lose faith completely? Its hard to think about.My head will be mashed for a few weeks now thinking about that one.