Not posted for a while as I have been so busy with work. Not much has been happening with me. Didn't go to church last week as I was feeling really ill..I really can't remember the last time I didn't go to church. It felt so strange. I am continuing to lose weight at a slow but steady pace and lost 2.5 pounds this week, I have to be so strict though because its so hard being at work every day. Got a bit bored this week so decided to work out how many calories each customer has for each meal lol it was fun but actually quite shocking. I am having to keep one eye on what I am typing and one eye on a big hairy spider that I have just spotted climbing up the kitchen window frame ugh. I think its building itself a web, well it can find somewhere else to live cos I aint taking in lodgers hehe and especially not ones with 8 hairy legs.

Had our kids club and youth club this week and as it usually is it was ace. Still need people to pray that we get some helpers for our clubs. I am going to be doing the God spot at the end of kids club this week, looking forward to that cos I like to be silly and make the kids laugh, so need to pray that they will laugh and not boo me off.

Just started reading a book that I have already read once called 'Glorious Appearing' its the 'last' book of the left behind series. A lot of people have different views on the end times and what will happen when Jesus comes again. I am not an expert in anything but I find all the end time stuff really fascinating and would love to learn more. The last book though had to be the best because thats when Jesus came back. When I was reading it I remember thinking just how ace it would be to be there when Jesus comes back, but then that would mean that I wouldn't be raptured in the 1st place and then I got to thinking if it was possible for someone to completely lose their faith, my mind does wander a lot. I think you could possibly move away from God because of things going on in life but to lose faith completely? Its hard to think about.My head will be mashed for a few weeks now thinking about that one.